Most people will suffer depression from an event. A parent dying at a young age or something equally earth shattering.

Im in the throes of depression and with my therapist and drugs -I will one day want to hear music again. Music hurts my ears when I’m depressed. I don’t talk to people when I’m like this because I become “Mean Leslie.”

Actually, it’s the spontaneous crying and anger towards very wealthy people such as Kylie Jenner and Trump and institutions such as a Bank In America ( A Bank In America didn’t repay me $90,000 for paying my moms medical bills due to her fall outside of a Bank in America. They paid $10,000 and I’m not legally able to say the banks name) that makes me so angry I think of getting cancer again and dying in my bed. At 59 1/2 it could happen.

A Bank In America didn’t repay me $90,000 for paying my moms medical bills due to her fall outside of a Bank in America. They paid $10,000 and I’m not legally able to say the banks name.

Depression for me manifests in dirty dishes in the sink-usually for a day. Not listening to music in my car or home and not reading books. The Only good thing depression does is make me NOT want to eat. And, if you know me when I’m happy - I ate three helping of my friends Christmas cookies for Breakfast and I’m dairy, egg and gluten free.

This was Monday April 1-NOT a joke.